God i miss you so much..

tomyfuturespouse:

Meet me under the shade of the ever blooming cherry tree on the winding river bank of the greenest pasture in the land… nestled between the rolling hills of our secret valley… a place where nothing but sunshine and beautiful breezes will ever find us and we can be who we really are.  Let’s always have that place… no matter what.  Even if it’s only in our minds eye.  You can always close your eyes and meet me there.  That’s where I’ll wait for you.  Always.

tomyfuturespouse:

You don’t need to worry about me being a wife who doesn’t like sex; I’ve waited this long you’re gonna be the one tired of it.

We’ll try crazy new things always. I already have a list of ideas ;)

HAHAHAHAHA! I LOVE THIS! and yet oh so true.

Silly me,

Silly me to cry over you and my heartbroken self

In a indestructible haze of thoughts

My heart and mind are utterly plagued

Completely and utterly plagued for my love for you

You see I fell for you in such a way that completely changed me

I had never allowed myself to fall

To fall the way that I did

I finally became vulnerable with somebody that I loved

And he was you

I trusted you would protect my heart

I thought everything would work out

But all the while everything fell apart and fell afar.

I wish that I was doing fine without you by my side.

I wish I could lie and say I’m doing just fine.

So I will smile, because I honor you too much to lie to you.

I know, I know that one day I will look back and truly beam because you are happy.

Even if I’m not the girl who made you happy.

                                    That’s all this heart of mine longed to do.

                                                Was simply to love you..

Benjamin Dunn

Lyrics to Closer :

write-handed:

Some say love is
complicated, but
the truth is love
is simply the act
of putting others

first.